29. Have a physical.
Okay, I made my appointment but that doesn't mean I'm happy about it. Ugh. I hate having physicals. I made a decision a few years back to do this every year, but after fasting and getting needle stuck and generally poked and prodded with a near pass out afterward - I just conveniently left that off my schedule. I'm going to do this just before my 39th birthday in a few weeks. Honestly, this is one of the things on my list I just want to GET IT OVER! I'm always filled with dread that they'll find something terribly wrong with me that so far I was missing. I'm also filled with dread that if I don't go they won't find something terribly wrong with me that I am missing. So, give me credit for even scheduling this - and please, no lectures on how good it will be for me. I get it. I just don't want to do it. Can this count for 9. Do something that really scares me also?
So, in order to counter act my worst case scenerio mentality, I am also working on :
3. Have a massage.
This is a rare treat for me, so scheduling #3 after #29 by a few days (notice which one I thought of first, which one is higher on the list!) seems to fit just right. It will be something to look forward to after my doctor dread. It is also a 39th birthday present to myself - Natural Body Spa sent me a coupon - I really think I ought to use it, right?!
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